out of this moment, out of shame, out of truth without proof, out of rage without reason, out of following blindly, out of trying to make sense of it all, out of pride... into the days ahead, into open doors, into spoken words and honesty, into holding on without holding back, into being held, into brokenness, into asking myself why, into giving an answer, into searching for something deeper, into opening my hands, into being free, into love, into life.
