Thursday, June 5, 2008

keep beating, keep beating


we walk around with our stubborn hearts on the ground
pulling them with leashes
telling them to heel.

all is still and the blue sky shines. 
and no one knows of the undying wars within us.

a smile is a good shield.
but only a good shield.

sixty smiles per hour; my mouth hurts.
almost as much as my eyes hurt.
almost.

i fear the essence of solitude, and with fear comes the responsibility to reason with myself. i must persuade my heart to follow my feet, overlook the bruises, and keep beating.

this is simply written, yet hardly done.



Tuesday, June 3, 2008

break.

i need a break from brokenness.

just a little time to catch my breath, please.

i might take a break from writing.

i might take a break from who knows what.

being a doormat. 

something new is coming...

and i'm ready to embrace it.