night

the night's falling out of the sky right in front of my eyes—i hate goodbyes, you know this. we can't live together and stay alive, i know this. green light means go, but where do i go? i'm lost without you leading the way. i'm fake and empty and bleeding gray. no color left inside me when i leave your side. the lies in my lungs are replacing the oxygen, again i don't move 'cause i'm scared to. i pray for safety even though you've saved me. oh, what do i do with a reckless mind. all i can do is stare up at the sky falling into the night right above me.

big.

a little hurt, a little scared. a little angry, a little unprepared. a little sad, a little shy. a little bold, a little high. a little empty, a little naive. a little happy, a little relieved. a little dirty, a little cold. a little tired, a little old. so many little things in me, yet so, so big the Lord will always be.