out of this moment, out of shame, out of truth without proof, out of rage without reason, out of following blindly, out of trying to make sense of it all, out of pride... into the days ahead, into open doors, into spoken words and honesty, into holding on without holding back, into being held, into brokenness, into asking myself why, into giving an answer, into searching for something deeper, into opening my hands, into being free, into love, into life.
Monday, June 28, 2010
night
the night's falling out of the sky right in front of my eyes—i hate goodbyes, you know this. we can't live together and stay alive, i know this. green light means go, but where do i go? i'm lost without you leading the way. i'm fake and empty and bleeding gray. no color left inside me when i leave your side. the lies in my lungs are replacing the oxygen, again i don't move 'cause i'm scared to. i pray for safety even though you've saved me. oh, what do i do with a reckless mind. all i can do is stare up at the sky falling into the night right above me.
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